School hasnt been great for the past few days. Im freaking tired. Damn, i sleep like a dead pig every single day. Even if there was a fire or something, i doubt i'll even get up. Well, to add on to that, i got scolded yesterday. SCOLDED! By my band conductor, argh. Not only scolded, he asked me to leave the band room. Damn it, for the first time in my entire life that i was asked to scram, but i guess i'll work harder. Anyway, i had home econs practical today. FUN! We made Jam tart. And, Felicia and i was the slowest. But we made super cute tarts, although they aint that nice taste. But as usual, i gave all to shijian, cause he simply likes wad ever i cook. (: Anyway, NADIA AND WYNETTE's tart were GREAT! They can start up a tart shop next time. Haha. Okay, nadia. i blogged about it. ;D Actually, nadia was the one who aksed me to post it, but it was really nice lah. Lessons continued as usual, i realised that i hardly pay attention to any lessons. I really got short attention span luh. I'll just stare at the board till i hear the bell, then i'll change the book on my table, and flip to the write page[ i suppose] then stare again. Lord, help me please. I wouldnt be able to pass like this. This week has been hell busy, maybe because there is an extra day in february. All the projects are due today, i've been rushing like mad, CCAs, extra stuff. I really need to have a break. And this weekend is definitely not. Band tml morning, church camp till sunday afternoon.

And if you are feeling as moody as i am, dont read wads below.

And, i need to get this off my heart. If not i'll probably stab you if i see you. Hey, let me tell you this. I aint an idiot. I've never been so angry with anyone before. You got me on my nerve, and pushed me to the limit. I need to study too, i dont go to school to be your maid. It is a group work, so you are suppose to contribute! And when you are at fault, stop showing me that !@$# up face of yours. Its not my duty to always comfort you and give in to you all the time. I aint unreasonable, there is times when im wrong, i admit it. But i dont go around sulking and treating it like the whole world owns me an apology. And, your lies are too fake. Too fake, i tried so hard to believe you, but i just cant. I dont wan to be an idiot, cause im not. But by believing you, i can really be the biggest idiot. You copied my work and add in a few sentence and you said, 'i've done it.' You told me that you done the work, and 10 mins later, you told me you lose it. And, you cant find it at all. WOW, you live in a forest dont you? You said you will go home to get more info, the next day, it is still that same few words. You said you spend 3 hours on a few sentences. Damn, are you treating me as a moron or wad? You study so hard, get so well, and you mock at me. I couldnt finish studying, just to clear up wadever that was suppose to be yours. Just because i wanted more marks, but in the end, you got the same marks as me, cause we are a group. I'm telling you this, stop that or i'll turn nasty. I really hate you, i dont care if you see this or not. I regretted being your buddy when you transfered, nobody volunteer to be, thats why i decided to be. Maybe they knew you were like this. I was dumb, but i've woken up.