Firstly TGIF! (:
I survived another week of busy school!
Im feeling extremely high and happy now,
with a tiggling bit of stress and nervy biting on me.
But overall im still very happy. (:
I just realised how near nationals are and im so not prepared. I dont want to go there regretting or wondering why couldnt ive done better. I dont want it to be like the past few years where i disappoint myself and everyone over and over again. But chances of history repeating itself seems very high, ive got to buck up and train harder. NO MORE SWEETALK OR COKE JESSSSSICA, or you shall smack your own ass!
Also, i haven been doing very well for all my tests and i feel like i'll get retained or my level position will drop like alotalotalotalotalot this time. Sigh. Its like the first time ever i thought of dropping out of school. So many things to work on and im not doing anything about it.
And then, I see some hope in running for xcountry but my mom and dad are so against the idea. Sigh. I dont mean to go against them but, its a once in a year event that mean alot to me. DONT THEY GET IT!?
And band is getting so packed and busy, 3 consecutive days of practice is seriously killing me. Sigh! And, mom enroll me for a math tuition that clash with youth service and im very troubled over that! I dont want my walk with God to get disrupted because of my studies. God should be my first priority but ... gosh!
And the very (: thing is that, i had dinner with darling ! (: Wheehooo.
Conclusion : I must really work hard and i will work hard if not i will work even harder so that my hard work will not be wasted! [amitalkingsense?]
With that, its time to charge up and face the weekend that isnt like a weekend. On a lighter note, march holiday is in a week time! ;D
XOXO
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