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A week ago, i just realised when my competiton was, and now, its just TOMORROW! Omg, just the thought of it makes me feel like i-want-to-fall-into-a-coma-now lah! Alright, so for the sake of my hardwork for perhaps the past week only, not disappointing myself, as well as skipping chinese and ss test on thursday(ifimakeittothesemi!), I SHALL RUN LIKE IVE NEVER RUN BEFORE! Hopefully i can get into semi if my muscles doesnt 'activate' tmr! Im feeling very nervy already! To add on to it, im running a line beside the fastest girl from sports school.Can you imagine like when she finish already, and im still 50m behind!?!? :\
BULLSHIT! ;D THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN! I CAN DO ALL THINGS WITH THE STRENGTH OF THE LORD! HE WILL EMPOWER ME AND GIVE ME STRENGTH TO DO EVERYTHING SO THAT I CAN GLORY HIS WONDERFUL NAME. JESUS DIED YOUNG FOR ME SO THAT I CAN LIVE LONG FOR HIM! FEAR NOT, JESSSICCCCCCA! ;D

Sigh, i just want to leave no matter what. this damn thing is driving me up the wall and down the rooftop! So what if you want me in the exco next year, I DONT WANT IT AT ALL! I used to think that as a very glamorous job, but now, NO WAY! I'll never sacrifies anything else for it, ive made up my mind, and im very sure. I dont care how you think about me, yes i suck, i only want the easy way out. And i'll do everything i can do to get my way out! DEFINITELY!