I need to rant, i so need to.

Life has been a bitch totally! November is going to be over in a few days time and honestly, till today, ive only had 1 day that i got to rest at home without having to go to school. Im totally drained off because of band and track and camps and tuitions and homework. I dont understand why must he do that?! Cant he tell we put in alot of time and effort in it!? I told ____ that if we had to plan a camp, i want it to be a fun and educational one. The 8 of us, started off very committed and determined to do a good job. I was so looking forward to the day. Weeks after weeks, we never had our minds off it, i spend so many hours, in front of the comp typing proposals after proposals, i could have been enjoying myself! We cancelled our own appointments just to turn up for meetings, i make my committee come down to school at 7am in the morning on a holiday. ALL SO BECAUSE WE WANT TO DO IT WELL, WE WANT TO DO SOMETHING OF QUALITY AND NOT JUST SLIP SHOT WORK! However, just 4 days before the actual day, YOU had to dash our dream camp, spoil our idea, waste our effort. I fully understand that it wasnt your idea to change it, but firstly, if you knew that something had to change, that you could kindly tell us earlier so we wont have to work like cows and end up dumping our work into the drain like fools. Next, you could have spoke up for us, perhaps he isnt sure of what the situation is like. Your actions today just shows us how much you value and respect us. Im really disappointed and upset with whatever's going on. Im not gonna comment anymore here, since its open to public and whichever tom dick and harry can view it. I've still got lots to say, and i will say, even if that means that im going to be the worst drum major youve ever met. We've work hard for it, we deserve something more than that.

And even if the whole world's crashing, daddy, mummy, korkor and darling will be more than enough.